Three Stars and The Dharma Blew Up

Three Stars
“So a couple of years ago I had a very vivid quick dream.” Z touched her nails to her thigh and scratched lightly. Her brown eyes were wide and luminous with remembering. She looked about 16, though she was considerably older.
“I was standing on a cliff in San Francisco. There were people around and I couldn’t see them. All of sudden, I’m looking at the stars and I see this one star explode! There are sparks far, far away. I’m going: “ Did that star just explode?” Then, all of sudden, this huge Sun rose right in front of me! Oh my god, what’s going on? Then a little sun crossed right in front of it and I was like what’s going on? Why are there two suns?”
We were sitting in my bed the morning after partying. Outside the sky was grey, as though it were about to rain. We were still high.
“I finally typed in two suns onto Google and this website came up. It’s about people who have dreams about two suns. I guess it’s a biblical theme having to do with revelations, 11:11.”
“You just gave me chills up and down my arms.” I told her. And she had.
“They have everything about crop circles too. After that, that’s how I got into all of that. Angels, the three stars, everything.” she shook her head, looking both distraught and excited.
“I met a real live Hansel and Gretel witch once. I worked at Greens, and they had a wisdom festival. so bunch of important magic people were there, wizards, witches, psychics from all over the world. They all came to go to this event. Then there was this lady. She was dressed in all white, and she had a staff with
pentacle necklace and earrings, and a giant amethyst. Her eyes were gold. These weren’t contacts, mind you, they were actually gold.
it was creepy. I didn’t like it. And this is what she says to me: “Oh you should come over. We’re talking about the rainbow bridge crossing.” I’m telling you, she wasn’t off the light, she was of darkness. There are spirits out there that do try to take over your powers and when they see you they try to see what you know.”
“She sound elitist. Alien.” I said.
“She just really freaked me out.” said Z, clutching the blankets and flicking her gigantic earrings. Even after a night of partying, she looked put together.
“We’re being kept down.” I said. “By the watchers. Like that damn tower.” I motioned my shoulder behind me to where the gigantic digital cable tower dominated the tallest hill in the city. It broadcast it’s brainwashing down on the entire bay area, among other things.
“Yah, well, I feel my ancient blood, my powers, I feel it’s us doing it. It’s not God, it’s us doing this to ourselves. There are powers that are trying to make us forget, but this planet is there for us. We don’t even know how to use a lot of stuff that could help us. It’s very frustrating, I have all these thoughts and feelings. All I can do is research.
Oh another weird thing, my boyfriends birthday is 11 11!” She through her head back and laughed.
“Even at my lowest point, I try to have a sense of humor. I try to think about different things, so I don’t go crazy.”
“Well, you have me now. I don’t think you’re crazy.” I said. “Have you seen aliens?”
“OH yeah!” she was adamant. “That’s why I know about the three stars.“ hands shaking from the E, she held out her necklace. It had three silver stars on it.
“That’s kind of weird.” I said.
“Why?”
“Because this man came into my work, this renowned psychic. And he told me they were watching me because I was starting to wake up. But that I didn’t pose a threat yet.“
“To what?“ she asked.
“I don’t know, honestly. I asked him what he was afraid of and the only thing he would say was: “People with three stars on their shoulders.”
“Well, all I tell you was the UFO I saw was in the shape of a triangle. I see three stars coming down, and I know it’s a UFO. That day that I saw it, this physicist came in to work (*is this correct?) He talked about chrystals with me. It was so weird. Time slowed down with him.”
“I have weird dreams too. I was on this tour bus in heaven. I’ve died and gone to heaven three times. In this one we were in the same building that was one fire. When we-- the group-- met each other at the crossroads, there was a guy standing at the bus... and if you were not on that list, you were fuct. If my name wasn’t on the list then, well, it’s all bad. But it was, or we snuck on.
We got on and everything like that. We were riding around in this little town, it wasn’t abandoned. We get to this house, you know those little law offices that looks like houses. And three girls walk out, I knew they had been brutally raped. So when I was going in, at the desk, this girl came in with me, and she was talking, reviewing our lives and talking about our fathers, and when I looked into the coffee cup, I saw a skull and crossbones, and it dissolved... “
“Do you know what planet you are from?” I asked.
“I did this one, what planet are you from before online! I wanted to Pleidian, but I got Sirian. i really feel connected to that. When i started to read about zeitgeist, they are trying to connect it all.”
“So I told you about the physicist, it was something about him. He was thinking way way into things, way out there. He’s really really smart. It felt like he had been talking to me for 2 minutes, but in reality he had been talking to me for three hours. He had been telling me about the ufos, the government watching him. I left there watching my back. I went home. I was so scared, in my room, thinking about aliens. I had never been so scared. I was fearful that aliens were going to pop into my bed! I mean I really believed him cause I’ve had my own experiences.“
“You were terrified.“ I knew what that was like. I hadn’t slept in days.
“YES. So later on, my mom came home, and I was in her room, I did not want her to leave, she would go to the kitchen, and I didn’t want her to even leave the room. That’s how I felt, like something was going to happen to me! My mom was watching the film A Beautiful Mind, which was weird cause i’m always calculating things, mathwise. The people around me get worried.”
“LIke some 5% nation shit.”
“I dunno. But anyway I put that energy out there cause I need that in my life. I can’t talk to my boyfriend about it he doesn’t understand. It’s right over his head. That’s fine, that’s him. But I need an outlet. Me holding that in, in the last couple of years, that’s making me lose it. I haven’t done research cause of the environment I’m in. If I had my own place I’d always be doing whatever I wanted to do. I was trying to train myself psychically, thinking maybe people were having the same experiences as me. “
“They are. Or close to it. I meet them all the time.” I said.
“Have you seen the Starbucks, gogo for example?” she clutched my arm and diagrammed the air with a slender finger.
“It’s three stars around the serpent, three stars in the sky moving slowly amongst the other stars. When I saw these three stars it didn’t look like it was in our atmosphere. After i saw it, I didn’t want to do any research on it, I was still kind of under my mom.”
“It’s harder to research stuff now anyway.” I said.
“I know right! You can’t find anything on 2012 now. They took it down. At first the internet was jammed with stuff on 2012 and the rainbow bridge, and now you can barely find a picture of a crop circle. “
“Why do you think that is?” I asked.
“I don’t know.”
The fear set in on us then.
“You want to read the bible?” I asked.
“Yes!”
And so we did.


























The Dharma Blew Up
It was the day of Haight Street fair and I was already fucked up. At two. That’s how I knew I was slipping back.
But I still looked good. I was wearing my friend’s denim dress, had flat ironed my hair, and didn’t look as hung over as I felt. We left her house up near the hospital and teetered down the hill in high pumps down into the crowd of stoners, surburbanites, hippies, medical students and general dirtbags, just to observe.
I was quickly bored.
I cut out from the claustrophobia inducing crowd and settled on the low rise of grass that marked the beginning to the steepest hill in the city-- Buena Vista park. On this particular day, the grass was shining emerald, and the stately eucalyptus trees looked like impressions of themselves. The lawn was dotted with clumps of young people; drinking, drawing, listening to music, scoping, chilling.
Drawing. There was one person in particular, a good looking guy with long hair and fine features, who was intently sketching something. Even from a distance I could see that the sketch was good. Mr. Long hair was obviously the ringleader of his eklectic group-- a group which consisted of a girl with magenta hair, a blue-grass singing white guy, several hippies, and a dreadie. They all had the vacant look of people who are too stoned, except for the pale red head. She was curled up on her knees like a feral cat.
My vanity got the best of me and I wanted a portrait drawn of myself. I had no shame, was already holding liquid confidence in my hand, and knew I looked like a moving target.
“Excuse me, but when you’re done, will you sketch my portrait?” I asked, hovering over them, flashing an empathetic smile.
He took a moment to respond, the sign of someone who either knows what they’re doing, or knows that they are attractive.
“Sure.” he said, with an unspoken invitation.
I sat down. The grass was soft and didn’t irritate my bare legs. Up close, this man was younger, and wore an emblem around his neck that denoted arcane knowledge. At least it did to me. It was also plain the redhead was somehow attached to him a fundamental way.
“I’m Anna.” I put forth a sticky hand.
“That is disgusting.” He said, motioning at my Sparks.
“Oh, I’m well aware.” I retorted. So we were going to be fast.
“And you are?” I turned to the girl, who was actually very pretty, very engaging.
“Larah.” She said, cracking a smile. She was eerily pale for early summer in California.
“And…” I turned to the guy and tried to catch his eye. He was still sketching, in charcoal, pressing the pencil at an angle like an adept.
“Modi.” He said.
Strange names for strange people.
We sat in silence for a moment. Around us the city seemed to turn like a wheel.
“Are you Buddhist?” I ventured. “Because I’ve been reading Vajrayana.” I don’t know why I said this, it just kind of came out, like word vomit.
“I was raised in a Vajra ashram, yes.” He nodded.
“And I lived in one.” said Larah.
“I guess we find each other.” I said. Time slowed.
I tapped my beer cap. “So… So… what can you tell me about…”
“About what?” he cut me off aggressively. He was very sexual. I didn’t mind it. I thought I didn’t mind it.
“About…” I looked at his necklace. It was a long shot, but I’d give it a try.
“About the aliens. Draconians, Anunaki, Sirians, you know.” I shrugged. It was random, but if anybody knew, they would.
Modi sighed, set down his pen for a moment and looked at me deeply.
“Okay. Okay then. I can tell you some.”
“Can I take notes? May I borrow your charcoal?” It was time to scribe. I knew I wouldn’t understand anything he would say to me, at least not initially.
Larah said: “ So some say there is a Pleidian off planet war with Sirians. Right now, right off planet.”
Modi interjected. “Let me put it to you this way. There do exist Masters of the organic patterns of energy. They definitely exist.”
“Are these the Draconians who are siphoning energy off the planet? The watchers?” I interjected.
“Who are the Draconians? “ he asked me, and waited. They were likely waiting to see what I knew. I took a stab in the dark and blabbered:
“The watchers are Enlil/Yahweh’s angels who guard the directions. Maybe they are Draconian, I’m not sure. “ I stumbled. “I’m not sure. I know they keep humans from incarnating off-planet, and they stop benevolent races from helping us. And they also may keep the fallen angels down, those that are associated with Satan, or the Elohim.“
Only later did I realize how convoluted, distorted and simply incorrect I was. I should have just kept silent.
Maybe out of pity, Modi continued anyway:
“The Zatar Retrici were exiled from 5 planets. There are many races of Zetas and there are the grays. You have to understand that in the Pleidian system, there were many Buddhas who manifested in the 7 star systems.”
“Seven?”
“Well, the Pleidians controlled five planets.” he said.
“Pleidians have the technology to colonize worlds; they possess an alchemical geo-chemical understanding of atomic masters. They use gold. They understand the mechanical workings of the universe, and the astral one, like swiss watch makers.”
“Chocolate.” I said.
And Larah laughed.
“Go back to gold.” I ordered impetuously like a child.
“So this Zeta technology utilized geochemical lithium. We here are a carbon based system, but the Pleidians are a hydrogen based system. You have to understand that this is ancient knowledge we used now in science. Most of what we know. we learned from ancient seed cultures who colonized earth --mother cultures.”
“When was this?“ I had written about this period when I had attempted to re-channel human history. I had assumed it was 10 thousand years ago.
“We’re talking 25-64 thousand years ago.” he said. “They came about 64 thousand years ago. This was during prehistory, I mean this was before the fertile crescent, pre- vedic, pre- early Chinese. And the Pleidians had ion generators. These machines used clean air to conduct electrical gold.” * (on the more technical things, I got confused and this may be totally incorrect, I was transcribing as fast as possible.)
“They understood sound projection and the mechanism by which one can combine quartz and gold. “
“LIke organite.“ I was showing off what little I knew.
“You see there are quartz veins that run all thru the earth, just like the earth.”
“Like nadis of the body?” I asked.
He went on, ignoring me, and it was then that I realized I was being formally instructed, whether he knew it or not:
“This quartz vien plex consists of strains and stratums which connect web of chystal, also interracting electrostatically, with gold quartz, in the atmosphere. And all of this is timed to incorporate, gathered by the gold and then repeated in sound waves. This is a particular technology. It uses quartz and gold; the gold is the sound conducter of the electric energy.” He tried to diagram it for me, but I didn’t understand.
“Is there are quartz chrystal in Shasta?”
“Shasta is the heart center.” said Larah.
“The quartz pulses to create electric signals, and these can influence electro chemically conducive plasma based systems.”
Over my head.
“These are plasma based ships they use; gases are effected by gold. If you electrify gas you have an elctrified plasma field. These are particles which are suspended within a medium of granite and clay. Then you see its a chyrstalline structure. Then, iff you follow the idea of the 5 ratio--”
“Wait, was is that?“
“We are based on the five points,” he held out his hands and legs like the Leonardo Da Vinci picture.
“It’s the ripple expansion of the time space continuum. There is movement within the physical. There is many dimensional wave resonance, this is geomagnetic.“
I froze. That was the name of the projection company with which I lived-- the rave company where I had been working the door.
“This is like a ripple, A ripple.” He said it again, as though to make sure I understood clearly. I didn’t. But I pretended, and pressed my pencil to the wax paper like a child.
“That is the action of cause and effect, you could call it karma, yes, the karma of all particle resonance based resonance systems. These ships the Pleidians use have every electron on the craft bioengineered to utilize the electron within it. Every atom is in contact with the surface of the craft and is a bio-mechanical atom smasher.”
“Nanobots?” Again, similar to my roommates fixation with robots.
“These are nanorobots existing on the surface, creating tiny ripples. Again, they are emulating the ripple effect of the time space continuum. This translates into the subatomic energy. This energy is used to jump through time and space with high frequency like neutrinos. These connect 2 points in space, a super string, 2 points are connected, outside of time.” He said.
“I know about that.” I said. “It’s not emergencance theory it’s…” the word was escaping me. “It’s a paradox. And paradoxes are like God.”
“Hm.” he said.
Larah smiled. She was pretty much telepathic.
“Now the Pleidians were based on a 6- point system with amulti pattern within it. They mapped the buddha dharma. Now they don’t take on a physical form, but only can manifest as a single entity when embodied.”
“What does it look like?“
“I don’t know.” he admitted.
“Good question.”
“Where is the 6th point on the body?”
“Where do you think?” he said directly.
I knew what he meant, but felt shy.
“The sex organ.” he said.
“That’s right. Vajrayana Buddhism. Sex magic.” I murmured.
“Before they the Pleidians ascended to the a non-material form (64 thousand years ago)…before that, they engaged in a boycott of Grey hierarchy within the three worlds of Zeta. This was sort of a racial cleansing. And there was another race.
I named this race, they are called the Wali, they are white.”
“Sounds like the Shetu.” I interjected, totally out of my ass. Shut up, Anna. Be teachable and shut up.
“They are off-world beings, they synthesized a world like environment, by forming into strophelopods which are biological creatures which are nearly planetary size, maybe the size of small moons,“
‘Like Niburu?” I asked.
“I’m not sure. they live off of starlight. Or maybe neutrinos which they absorb and translate. They can turn light into water, they can create bio-fuels, using salinity. But the water they make-- it’s no really drinkable, it’s a breathable atmoshophere,
The Wali reside in Deep space, they can’t do this technology in sun or planetary not atmospheres, it is conducible.“
“Anyway, the Zetas were eventually pushed off the three world system, they started to live in Strophlepods to create hyper-dimensional spacecraft and probes that run off hydrogen. These spacecraft convert electrons into energy. I’m not sure how they do it.”
“The buddhas manifesested into different world systems to teach different aspects of the dharma. The Pleidians had control of 5 of the 7 world systems in the 7 star system at this time. The dharma just blew up there. There were bodhisattvas every where; beings that had just purified karma, there was an integration of interplanetary civilization, and the galactic federation thrived.”
“So there is a federation.” I said.
“Obviously.”
‘It sounds like the astral realms people go to on DMT or meditation.” I said.
“This is the thing,” Modi became intent. “ The earth is a colong of Aldebra, which orbits Aldeberan.”
“How long do those beings live?” I didn’t even think before asking.
“The beings there have maybe 2 times the normal rate of a human life.”
“This is unscripted, this is off book,” Larah said.
“I’m sorry back it up.” I said.
“There were five worlds, but it wasn’t enough. What they were looking for is evidence of a water based planet. They found us. Aldebera rebelled against Pleidian unification, when the Galactic federation was formed. This is because the Federation called all full blood Pleidians back. There was geo-resonance between all humanoid type beings. The Zetas call us the 5 points. Even though they are also five points but it is unclear how they are.... “
“Akash, not are humanoids are five, instead of six.” said Larah.
And here is where I lost it. It was going too much over my head. At this point, I was becoming distracted. We had been drinking and smoking.
Larah brought out her guitar. She sang like an angel.
That night, I met a man in a bar who came up to me. He was black and had blue eyes and wore a nice suit. He was pretending to be drunk and had a false slur.
“What do you know about particles? What do you know?”
I don’t know. I don’t know.
“You are transcended. A transcended being. “ he said.
“Um, no. I’m not.”

I wish I could say that I continued learning from them and took further notes. But I didn’t. I totally and utterly failed to learn, on multiple occasions, and actually ran away from them twice. It was too much for me, I guess.
So they wrote me off. I would have too.
It’s the alcohol that destroyed the opportunity to exchange. You know they say, sleep is for the weak. But so is death. And so is intoxication. If you wish for immortality, you will get it. And there is no rest for the wicked.